While I cant wait for a brand new day to begins coz it signifies one day closer till we meet.
But I absolutely hate to start a brand new day without him,and ended a call at night.

Woke up each morning feeling a lil lonely n vulnerable.
It's almost that I cant hear him at all.

It is sad that I am so used to rec his msg evry now and then,and can hear and see him almost anytime I want to.
Now I am limited to only a certain amt of time at a specific time slot.
It makes living a lil sad too.

Sigh...Sigh...Sigh!!

The day is really long..so long that it is getting unbearable for me!

Godamnit!